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May. 11th, 2007 | 04:44 am
music: Exit, emergency - houston calls

Char posted Icons, I thought I'd post this and ask 
Do you want some Icons?

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one of the reasons I love dashboard confesisonal

Apr. 27th, 2007 | 01:55 pm
mood: peacefulpeaceful
music: Carve Your Heart Out Yourself - dashboard confessional

Carve Your Heart Out Yourself

Carve your heart out yourself
Hopelessness is your cell
Since you've drawn out these lines
Are you protected from trying times?

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all
Oh look now, there you go with hope again
Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end

Dig a ditch deep enough
To keep you clear of the sun
You've been burned more than once
You don't think much of trust

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all
Oh look now, there you go with hope again
But I'll be sure your secret is safe with me
Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end
Treating me like I'm already gone

But I'm not, I will stay where you are always
I will stay, I will stay, I will stay (all of now)

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Fucked up

Apr. 18th, 2007 | 02:40 am
mood: depresseddepressed
music: Macys day parade - Greenday

I'm a little bit messed up right now, I have been feelind sort of down for the last few days (ten months two days ago).
idk I just, I lack the motivation for anything. I go through periods of intense hyper activity where I can hardly sit still and then the down times, I just get sad. Intensly, emotionally sad. For no reason.
I'll just be sitting there and suddenly I get so down. 
it's stupid, I have no logical reason for my depressive angsty state of mind. I am not a fucking teenager anymore so why doesn't my body just grow the fuck up and stop being a freakin idiot?.

I miss you, I love you, I hate you. I wish I could forget you. I hope I never forget you.
 
None of us even talk anymore, do you know how ironic that is? we have all grown up to much, and yet not grown up enough.

This is not how life was ment to be, not the way things were ment to turn out.

there's so much I never told you.

things have changed so much, and yet so little.

There are so many things our group never did together.

Friends are ment to grow apart. They're not ment to die.

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secrets

Apr. 16th, 2007 | 02:31 pm
location: dining room
mood: creativecreative
music: grand theft autumn (where is your boy) - fall out boy




Secrets. From lj secret or post secret. Not sure which

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There are some real fucking wankers in this world

Mar. 22nd, 2007 | 03:30 pm
mood: angryangry
music: tear you apart - she wants revenge

http://community.livejournal.com/boob_nazis/

Go read the last post. And the comments. People who say shit like that about people who don't breast feed make me want to stab them.

Seriously get over yourself. If you're so anti not being allowed to breast feed in public stop prosecutting others for not breast feeding.

To all of you in that community come and meet my sisters now 3 kids and tell me her first two are sick or not smart and that she is a bad parent because she didn't breast feed them (because my sisters kids are not. I repeat ARE NOT fucking sick or dumb)

thank you 

/rant

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Pics of baby charlie for kat among other things

Mar. 19th, 2007 | 05:32 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Mr Matthew Lush lol



These were taken at the hostpital so they're old now lol ^__^.

oh and here's a pic of faithys daughter ^_^, Because I think she looks freaking adorable here ^_____^



Hmm in other news I'm considering applying for jobs that are not in gunnedah (yeah probably the best idea ever) My mum has said If i get interviews she'll take me down (ipswitch, which is close to brissy and port which is well port x_X). 
I would really love to live close to brisbane, that'd be rad! but so would living in port (except ports nightlife sucks a little but eh).

Oh! and I almost forgot. This has to be one of my favourite peoples on the internet.
Ladies and gentlemen and everyone else I present to you.

Geh well for some reason the stupid freaking link thing aint working -_- *stabs it* eh here I'll type the stupid freaking code myself *is making me lazy lol*

<a href=http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=GayGod target="_blank"> Mr Matthew Lush </a>

Damn, have any idea how hard it was to remember that stupid code -_-

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God called in sick today

Mar. 8th, 2007 | 11:03 pm
mood: creativecreative
music: god called in sick today - AFI.

Let's admire the pattern forming. 
Murderous filigree.
I'm caught in the twisting of the vine. 
Go ascend with ivy, climbing.
Ignore and leave for me the headstone crumbling behind. 
I can't help my laughter as she cries.
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
Let's amend the classic story, close it so beautifully, I'll let animosity unwind.
Steal away the darkened pages, hidden so shamefully. 
I'll still feel the violence of the lines.
I can't stand my laughter as they cry. 
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
And miles away my mother cries. 
Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence.

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Haven't updated this thing in....well....forever. Sorry >.

Mar. 7th, 2007 | 10:26 pm
mood: angryangry
music: fall out boy - dead on arrival

Well what's been happening with me?
Faithy had her bubby, So Charlie finally decided to come into the world. Making me an aunty again ^_^.
He's cute.
Other than that not much, job hunting and trying to get out of gunnie >.<
Oh and dancing lol

*hearts*

Me

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Gunnedah

Nov. 10th, 2006 | 05:20 pm
location: dining room
mood: amusedamused
music: brat pack - the rocket summer

Hmm - Interesting - ROFL, weird i'm wondering who tom smith is because i know the name *shifty eyes*....

"Gunnedah is a town with a population of 10000 people with a significant gay and lesbian population."

A small, quiet town situated near Sydney where the new SUPERMAN movie was filmed, which is in Australia.

Also where quite a significant number of gays and lesbians exist. This is a true fact. The number of gays and lesbians in this town have caused quite some social friction in the town in the last few years, especially with the increasing xenophobia (thanks to 9/11 and the Iraq War, etc.). There has been Gay Pride Parade last year which was established by Jackson Lennan, a prominent gay member of Gunnedah; who fights constantly for the rights for gay and lesbians in Gunnedah against the Conservative types- especially involved in the Council and some Church leaders. Amongst these gay-pro efforts has been town artist, Monica Blanche who has helped organized the Gay Pride Parade along side Jackson.

There have been a few gay bashings, one of the victims being a close friend of Jackson's, Tom Smith. The Gunnedah Council in response has stated that Tom 'needs to sort himself out and get back on the straight and narrow'.

The town of Gunnedah has been experiencing growth economically and population-wise thanks to the movie Superman and discovery of ethanol in the area. This has created lots of oppurtunities for many people. The use of ethanol has reduced prices in fuel considerably, however, some service stations in the town have been known to jack up their prices and pocket the profits. Some such people of the service station industry include Phil Thomas and the prestigious John Lennan- who also runs a milk company too.

urban dictionary

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Oct. 13th, 2006 | 12:38 pm
location: my dinning room, as always
mood: amusedamused
music: the rocket summer - brat pack.

hmm so i usually only update this when i have something thoughtfull to say, but i figured i'd do a normal, non-rant update =).
my neice had her baby, so i now have a great nephew (eep).
my sister is having a boy, so that's boy, girl, boy...she gunna call him charlie.
babies, babies, so many damn babies (don't drink the water in gunnedah and / or tamworth / surounding area, you will get pregnant).
hmmmm.
so, tafe finishes soon, won't that be exciting...
see when i don't rant i have nothing to say, wooh! i'm exciting.
i like the rocket summer, and the marquee lights.
both are very good myspace bands =).
i don't like myspace, it's shitting me.
stupid, stupid site.
i like open diary, and vampirefreaks.
vf doesn't hate my html'ing...
dun-dun-dun, i'm out of things to say...
so i shall post this thing of someone i knows journal...
*hugs*

leave one memory that you and i had together (or even better better as a top 5 memories, if you have that many).

it doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! next, re-post this entry and see some of the awesome memories people have of you.

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